I decided to write my thoughts here. No one actually visits blogspot anymore. I found the opportunity to write my feelings here. Let's pick a topic, my family.
I don't know if I'm the one that's wrong. But I feel like my parents don't trust me. Is it just so wrong with wanting to hang out with your friends? I'm not like other children that wants to stay home most of the time. I love going out with my friends. What's worse is that (Not bragging) I have many friends. My HF11 friends are different from my CSB friends and totally different from my YHE friends. I still have my high school friends and POP friends. I can't go out with them at the same time. Then there's the the birthday issue. Debuts are only celebrated once. Is it my fault that their birthday's are so close to one another? And most debuts includes me in their program like 18 candles/treasures. It's not like I actually tell them to invite me. It's an honor to be invited to celebrate such an important event in their lives. And they also scold me for going home late. I mean, it's not like I'm not going to go home. I'll never go home past 4 or 5. I'm just really trying to enjoy the moment.
So I went to Republiq one time. I arrived there around 11 pm. Then I just went around, all of a sudden my dad called me scolding me to go home already. I did not even spend 15 minutes in the place. I actually really want to have a feel or experience what a club really is. I mean, with all the people dancing and drinking. It's awesome. And when he talked to me, my dad I meant. I opened the fact that at least I wasn't one of the girls who would come home at 3 or 4 AM. Then he suddenly said, "Why? Did you have plans on going home that late?" I mean, I was just stating the fact. I knew my limitations. But sometimes, I want to have fun. I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect daughter. But I hope they understand my differences with my sister.
Oh well. Enough with the family drama. I hope and I pray that they would lay low on me.
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